peace be upon u
current mood : frustrated
current song : Craig David - unbelievable
Alhamdulillah. SPM is just ended with EST
paper on 27 Nov. whoa! agak lama jugak la SPM kan. its about a month
ago i was spinning around changing the books to study. huh. now, get
the freedom of life! no worry some of not finishing homeworks, getting
the detention and all sort of things. yeay! but, still there's deep
inside my heart, the truth feeling..im worried..im scared..im always
thinking about.. im wondering.. THE RESULT. mummy ever said dun ever
think im already free. not totally until the result is out. duhhh!
spoil the mood betul laaa. oh. nevermind about that. te hee.
its 3 months holidays now !
The plans :
# hols in Bangkok
# hols in Genting
# hols in KL
# done car license [ currently in progress ]
# Faiz's wedding [ will be on 12 Dec ]
# KEX [ canceled ]
but all plans depends on the cash i have. ngee. no money no talk. that's what my mom and dad tell me every time i wanna go out. lets rewind the unforgettable reminiscences
in schools
Sek Ren Keb Sultan Ibrahim Satu
i started schooling in Standard 1. kecik lagi mase tu. free hair
lagi. cikgu cikgu...tak brape nak ingat. so sorry okay. naek Standard
4, start pakai tudung. mase kecik dlu aku ingat lagi..aku tak brape
cerdik la.. klas 1B,2B,3B. pastu naek 4C,5D and lastly 6M. skolah ni
terbalik sket. klas 6M ni kire golongan yang pandai pandai la. aku? tak
sepandai mereka. heee. ohh. mase ujian pertengahan tahun tuhh.. i was
42/44. too bad. HA HA. dimarahi mummy. sebab mase tu cikgu panggil mak
bapak. then i made up my mind i will prove them wrong. fortunately, i
got 5A's in UPSR.
Sek Men Keb Agama Lati
this is where i further my study in Form 1. my primary schoolmates
pon ade jugak. Adilah, Hafizah, Anati, Amirah, Ain. rasenye yang ni je
kot. others, seriously tak ingat. pastu pertengahan Form 2 aku buat
hal. heeee. dont ever ask me for the reasons coz surely i cant give any. sumpah aku pon tatau nape buat hal time tu..mintak pindah skola ke Wadi Sofia
Wadi Sofia High School
the life started to change. everything's change. masok klas.. 6
orang je?? weyyhh. this is not funny la. i was so stunned ! gile ape
skola ade 6 orang je Form 2? huh. the members were Ehsan Bacho,
Insyirah, Syasya, Haris, Aiman. naek Form 3 ade new students masok.
Hamdi, Nabil, Mai & Sujay [ So gay ]. the class getting more
happening la sket daripada Form 2. here, i was exposed with free hair
students, socialism, overdose, shuffle and the life style of rich man's
sons & daughters. the mind is up to date la sket. kat sini, caye ke
tak i was being friends with people younger than me. Form 1 and Form 2.
mule mule datang, kenal Farah. sombong gile budak ni. pastu kenal
Ainee. budak Thai. die pon baru datang gak. tak reti langsung cakap
omputih but now i bet she's more talented in English than me. pastu
kenal Kak Ruby. heee. she's an evil. memang jahat aa. mase datang
tu..kakak kakak yang lain awal awal lagi bagi warning suh stay away
from her. tapi apakan daya aku ni innocent time tu. i just knew nothing
oke ! dont only blame me for the bad things happened ! then i started
changing the attitude. kire time ni aku jahat la. heee. bende tu..never
can be mentioned here. mase ni duk Rumah Tamu lagi. room mate ngan Kak
Laila. pastu moved to hostel. room mate ngan Meera. hehee. memang aa
Meera ni rowk. but now, die da berubah. i cant say anything sebab die
pon penah ngumpat kat orang macam die skang. pastu kenal Wana, Fifi
& Aisya. budak budak thai makin ramai masok. pastu makin tak rapat
ngan Ainee. kire Ainee geng ngan dak Thai la. the memoirs...i missed
them! i miss the time we're hanging out dekat sungai..dekat bangku kat
luar tu...dekat basketball court, dekat canteen, dekat
playground..jalan jalan pegi kebun..aerobik ngan Umi.huu ! missed them
big time. im wondering..where's the boy? Idham tu? cute la budak nehh.
mase PMR, tumpang sekolah kubang kerian 2. kat sini jugak start kenal
Apple my boyfriend. heeee. no la. kenal Zarf. hehe. Datuk Hassan, the
principal was my dad's teacher.
SATAAP
skola ni, kejap je aku jejak kaki. around a week je. tak tahan maa.
mase mula mula naek form 3. pastu pindah wadi balik. huhu. mase ni la
aku lari rumah. no surprise. i told you guys im veryy bad mase tu.
cakap aa ape pon. it was past. i dont even care pon. everybody in the
school cakap aku ni Huda. weyhhh. Huda is my sister okey. slalu je
orang tersilap panggil. Huda dipanggil Fatin. Fatin dipanggil Huda.
kitorang tak sama la. she's bigger than me. hahahaha. tak caye tengok
pasni.
MRSM Kuala Krai
masok Form 4, g skola agama Lati balik jap. lepas tu baru laa datang
sini. upgrade life kat sini la. knew more friends. ntah. byk memori
pahit je aku boley kata. tak suke la ingat balik. i will hate myself
for my attitudes. sampai sekarang, i feel like everybody hates me. well
people, do i care your mind? gotta hell with ur unconsious thought. u
may not know who exactly i am. as the saying goes dont judge the books
by its cover, dont bugging me with ur words. im not angry, i will just have a grudge with someone who go against me. u wont see the revenge but u gonna feel it. masok Form 5, aku kenal Ieyla & Syeera. kitorang rapat. it happens incidentally. kitorang bukan merancang nak jadik geng tapi da makin rapat & rapat & knew each other well. everywhere, everytime & everything we do, we'll do together. kitorang tak kesah pon ape orang nak cakap but it doesnt mean kitorang selfish okay! and we arent lesbo la ! Syeera la slalu kejutkan aku pagi pagi eventho bilik kitorang jaohh. Ieyla plak..bab nasihat memang aku kalah. ape die cakap memang masok akal. sebab dia optimis.eventho everybody pk its bad, dia pk positive. die jugak..kalo bab cerita..memang menyayatkan hati & menggelakkan hati. sebab dia besuu nak cerita. diorang sume lawak lawak. tapi lam klas, aku laaa paling tangkap lentok even kitorang duk depan skali. maaf cikgu ! saya slalu tido lam klas cikgu ! especially ustaz Khaidzir. die suka bercerita. bukan salah aku jugak kalo aku mengantok. 
kalo Ieyla plak..tersengguk-sengguk..mengiya-iyakan je kata kata cikgu. hehe ! Syeera, hahahaha. sampai ciumm buku ! macam macam style la diorang ni. agak malu jugak la coz kitorang kat depan skali..mesti jadik tumpuan. sungguh tak tahann ! ada pun mase add maths aku boley tersengguk-sengguk inikan pulak kalo ustaz bercerita. tapi mase sejarah... hoho ! gerenti tak tido. coz cikgu nsem ! memberi semangat betul la. cikgu ni memang menjadi rebutan. ni yang tak suke ni. aku tak suke benda orang ramai suke. aku jugak tak suke bende orang laen tak suke. kire aku ni senang jugak la dipengaruhi. huuu. haru betol.
* SPM is over ! school is over ! takot la nak masok alam dewasa. hurm.
mak ayah suh amek lesen kereta. willingly, aku pon mengikuti lah segala jenis kelas & bengkel. so now, waiting for L licence. maybe next week baru dapat. Jumaat, 5 Dec pegi la Lamar Bakti. Pqah pon buat lesen situhh. jumpe Basyir, Fadhlina, Fatira Nabihah and new friend, Shima. a friend of Atiey. Atiey, my primary school mates. ptg sket tu terserempak ngan Makwe ! duhh. sungguh memualkan laa budak neyy. tak suke ini budak.
4 Dec - went out with SMKA Lati's friends afta got the parking tutorial. mula mula, agak penat jugak la nak buat. went bowling, lunch and shoppim. Jah je la shopping coz Dayah & Aflah treat her. hehe. your birthday present, tunggu ye Jah. Dilah pon same. terserempak ngan Danny, Amin, Anuar, Pami & Jatie. heh.
last night, Pok Jat a.k.a Ijjat sent me songs by Givenpath. katanye, new underground band. well, the music is awesome! Brainstewz da berpecah. begitu jugak ngan band Flipancy, the invited band of the dinner hari tu. Yuna ! i really adore her. now she has performance in London. does she great? dia tak popular pon lagi kat Mesia. her songs with beautiful voice and soothing music, i really fall in love into it. check out her songs @ Yunalis nak tengok KAMI THE MOVIE !!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhh! bile nak kuar nehh. Mc Han cakap cd wont be out. betul ka? oh noooo ~ noooo ~ noooo ~ itu memang hell !!! i've waited for the movie for months. asal aa die on cinema mase raya? dang ! papepon, Lyn tu memang chomel. Ali is the most handsome eventho rambut die cam perm sket. hahaha. aku tak kesah. memang suke rambut camtu. cam novel Surat Ungu Untuk Nuha, hero dia pon digambarkan rambut kerinting gak. sungguh adorable rambut curly tu. korang korang, sila baca novel 5 Tahun 5 Bulan, Aa + Bb dan jugak [tunas] by Hlovate. i guarantee u guys wont be disappointed. sumpah aku cakap novel ni best gilak. dapatkan segera di pasaran ! last nite, kak Azzyati IM ngan Hlovate. duhh. 
jeles. sungguh jeles. tapi apakan daya. she's a writer and im her reader. surely ade privacy jugak. Hlovate word's make me think all over again and again in doing something. She inspires me a lot.
* Ustaz Amir promised to treat me ! yeay ! Aisya, jomm join. kite paw ustaz byk byk. haha.
Kak Fie & Kak Farah went Makkah for Haji. semoga mendapat haji mabrur. they left their 12 children kat umah. a dozen. huh. memang bising umah ni. orite. im outta here.
The Pics
Mc Han & Mc Onah
Mc Da
Dato' Hassan Harun
Wadi Sofia High School
Nadia Zulrushdi
Dewan Selera MRSM K.Krai
View from my room
Yunalis
im outta here. au revoir. salam.
