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Closing Entry

Tue, 09 Dec 2008 14:33:15 GMT

peace be upon you.

This is the last entry in blogdrive. I'll continue updating in NEW BLOG

Frankly, i don't wanna move but because this blog drive doesn't support much codes, its getting on my nerves to post videos or task with people. But i promised, i will always have a look at this site. This is my first blog ever. it tought me sort of things. sometimes, when i wrote long long long entry, suddenly they just faded away ! how irritating i felt that time.but its alright. thank you blog ! the stories that i wrote, i will keep reading them. Happy Farewell blog !

au revoir ! Salam.

Dawn

Sat, 06 Dec 2008 22:07:21 GMT

peace be upon you

actually i was tagged by ShakRoil in September but i had no time to finish it. here it is

senang je

Copy gambar kat atas tu and post kat blog korang Teruskan mencari mangsa seramai 5 org..(nak lebih pun takpe) Setelah mengenalpasti mangsa yg sesuai, sila tinggalkan pesanan di blog mereka

yang bertuah itu adalah :

- Piya
- Jah
- Pqah
- Sieyla
- Aisya

tapi en, tag ni supposed to be done in Ramadhan la.. ske ati korang la nk buat ke tak. heee. tak paksa.

wondering..should i activate the blogspot? blogdrive ni cam hampehh je. namum demikian, this is my first ever blog. i started learning html, codes and everything here. sayang laa plak kalo berpindah ke sana. tapi..kinda irritating laa.

regards

A Moment

Sat, 06 Dec 2008 17:35:45 GMT

peace be upon u

current mood : frustrated
current song : Craig David - unbelievable

Alhamdulillah. SPM is just ended with EST paper on 27 Nov. whoa! agak lama jugak la SPM kan. its about a month ago i was spinning around changing the books to study. huh. now, get the freedom of life! no worry some of not finishing homeworks, getting the detention and all sort of things. yeay! but, still there's deep inside my heart, the truth feeling..im worried..im scared..im always thinking about.. im wondering.. THE RESULT. mummy ever said dun ever think im already free. not totally until the result is out. duhhh! spoil the mood betul laaa. oh. nevermind about that. te hee.

its 3 months holidays now !

The plans :

# hols in Bangkok

# hols in Genting

# hols in KL

# done car license [ currently in progress ]

# Faiz's wedding [ will be on 12 Dec ]

# KEX [ canceled ]

but all plans depends on the cash i have. ngee. no money no talk. that's what my mom and dad tell me every time i wanna go out. lets rewind the unforgettable reminiscences

in schools

Sek Ren Keb Sultan Ibrahim Satu

i started schooling in Standard 1. kecik lagi mase tu. free hair lagi. cikgu cikgu...tak brape nak ingat. so sorry okay. naek Standard 4, start pakai tudung. mase kecik dlu aku ingat lagi..aku tak brape cerdik la.. klas 1B,2B,3B. pastu naek 4C,5D and lastly 6M. skolah ni terbalik sket. klas 6M ni kire golongan yang pandai pandai la. aku? tak sepandai mereka. heee. ohh. mase ujian pertengahan tahun tuhh.. i was 42/44. too bad. HA HA. dimarahi mummy. sebab mase tu cikgu panggil mak bapak. then i made up my mind i will prove them wrong. fortunately, i got 5A's in UPSR.

Sek Men Keb Agama Lati

this is where i further my study in Form 1. my primary schoolmates pon ade jugak. Adilah, Hafizah, Anati, Amirah, Ain. rasenye yang ni je kot. others, seriously tak ingat. pastu pertengahan Form 2 aku buat hal. heeee. dont ever ask me for the reasons coz surely i cant give any. sumpah aku pon tatau nape buat hal time tu..mintak pindah skola ke Wadi Sofia

Wadi Sofia High School

the life started to change. everything's change. masok klas.. 6 orang je?? weyyhh. this is not funny la. i was so stunned ! gile ape skola ade 6 orang je Form 2? huh. the members were Ehsan Bacho, Insyirah, Syasya, Haris, Aiman. naek Form 3 ade new students masok. Hamdi, Nabil, Mai & Sujay [ So gay ]. the class getting more happening la sket daripada Form 2. here, i was exposed with free hair students, socialism, overdose, shuffle and the life style of rich man's sons & daughters. the mind is up to date la sket. kat sini, caye ke tak i was being friends with people younger than me. Form 1 and Form 2. mule mule datang, kenal Farah. sombong gile budak ni. pastu kenal Ainee. budak Thai. die pon baru datang gak. tak reti langsung cakap omputih but now i bet she's more talented in English than me. pastu kenal Kak Ruby. heee. she's an evil. memang jahat aa. mase datang tu..kakak kakak yang lain awal awal lagi bagi warning suh stay away from her. tapi apakan daya aku ni innocent time tu. i just knew nothing oke ! dont only blame me for the bad things happened ! then i started changing the attitude. kire time ni aku jahat la. heee. bende tu..never can be mentioned here. mase ni duk Rumah Tamu lagi. room mate ngan Kak Laila. pastu moved to hostel. room mate ngan Meera. hehee. memang aa Meera ni rowk. but now, die da berubah. i cant say anything sebab die pon penah ngumpat kat orang macam die skang. pastu kenal Wana, Fifi & Aisya. budak budak thai makin ramai masok. pastu makin tak rapat ngan Ainee. kire Ainee geng ngan dak Thai la. the memoirs...i missed them! i miss the time we're hanging out dekat sungai..dekat bangku kat luar tu...dekat basketball court, dekat canteen, dekat playground..jalan jalan pegi kebun..aerobik ngan Umi.huu ! missed them big time. im wondering..where's the boy? Idham tu? cute la budak nehh. mase PMR, tumpang sekolah kubang kerian 2. kat sini jugak start kenal Apple my boyfriend. heeee. no la. kenal Zarf. hehe. Datuk Hassan, the principal was my dad's teacher.

SATAAP

skola ni, kejap je aku jejak kaki. around a week je. tak tahan maa. mase mula mula naek form 3. pastu pindah wadi balik. huhu. mase ni la aku lari rumah. no surprise. i told you guys im veryy bad mase tu. cakap aa ape pon. it was past. i dont even care pon. everybody in the school cakap aku ni Huda. weyhhh. Huda is my sister okey. slalu je orang tersilap panggil. Huda dipanggil Fatin. Fatin dipanggil Huda. kitorang tak sama la. she's bigger than me. hahahaha. tak caye tengok pasni.

MRSM Kuala Krai

masok Form 4, g skola agama Lati balik jap. lepas tu baru laa datang sini. upgrade life kat sini la. knew more friends. ntah. byk memori pahit je aku boley kata. tak suke la ingat balik. i will hate myself for my attitudes. sampai sekarang, i feel like everybody hates me. well people, do i care your mind? gotta hell with ur unconsious thought. u may not know who exactly i am. as the saying goes dont judge the books by its cover, dont bugging me with ur words. im not angry, i will just have a grudge with someone who go against me. u wont see the revenge but u gonna feel it. masok Form 5, aku kenal Ieyla & Syeera. kitorang rapat. it happens incidentally. kitorang bukan merancang nak jadik geng tapi da makin rapat & rapat & knew each other well. everywhere, everytime & everything we do, we'll do together. kitorang tak kesah pon ape orang nak cakap but it doesnt mean kitorang selfish okay! and we arent lesbo la ! Syeera la slalu kejutkan aku pagi pagi eventho bilik kitorang jaohh. Ieyla plak..bab nasihat memang aku kalah. ape die cakap memang masok akal. sebab dia optimis.eventho everybody pk its bad, dia pk positive. die jugak..kalo bab cerita..memang menyayatkan hati & menggelakkan hati. sebab dia besuu nak cerita. diorang sume lawak lawak. tapi lam klas, aku laaa paling tangkap lentok even kitorang duk depan skali. maaf cikgu ! saya slalu tido lam klas cikgu ! especially ustaz Khaidzir. die suka bercerita. bukan salah aku jugak kalo aku mengantok. kalo Ieyla plak..tersengguk-sengguk..mengiya-iyakan je kata kata cikgu. hehe ! Syeera, hahahaha. sampai ciumm buku ! macam macam style la diorang ni. agak malu jugak la coz kitorang kat depan skali..mesti jadik tumpuan. sungguh tak tahann ! ada pun mase add maths aku boley tersengguk-sengguk inikan pulak kalo ustaz bercerita. tapi mase sejarah... hoho ! gerenti tak tido. coz cikgu nsem ! memberi semangat betul la. cikgu ni memang menjadi rebutan. ni yang tak suke ni. aku tak suke benda orang ramai suke. aku jugak tak suke bende orang laen tak suke. kire aku ni senang jugak la dipengaruhi. huuu. haru betol.

* SPM is over ! school is over ! takot la nak masok alam dewasa. hurm.

mak ayah suh amek lesen kereta. willingly, aku pon mengikuti lah segala jenis kelas & bengkel. so now, waiting for L licence. maybe next week baru dapat. Jumaat, 5 Dec pegi la Lamar Bakti. Pqah pon buat lesen situhh. jumpe Basyir, Fadhlina, Fatira Nabihah and new friend, Shima. a friend of Atiey. Atiey, my primary school mates. ptg sket tu terserempak ngan Makwe ! duhh. sungguh memualkan laa budak neyy. tak suke ini budak.

4 Dec - went out with SMKA Lati's friends afta got the parking tutorial. mula mula, agak penat jugak la nak buat. went bowling, lunch and shoppim. Jah je la shopping coz Dayah & Aflah treat her. hehe. your birthday present, tunggu ye Jah. Dilah pon same. terserempak ngan Danny, Amin, Anuar, Pami & Jatie. heh.

last night, Pok Jat a.k.a Ijjat sent me songs by Givenpath. katanye, new underground band. well, the music is awesome! Brainstewz da berpecah. begitu jugak ngan band Flipancy, the invited band of the dinner hari tu. Yuna ! i really adore her. now she has performance in London. does she great? dia tak popular pon lagi kat Mesia. her songs with beautiful voice and soothing music, i really fall in love into it. check out her songs @ Yunalis nak tengok KAMI THE MOVIE !!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhh! bile nak kuar nehh. Mc Han cakap cd wont be out. betul ka? oh noooo ~ noooo ~ noooo ~ itu memang hell !!! i've waited for the movie for months. asal aa die on cinema mase raya? dang ! papepon, Lyn tu memang chomel. Ali is the most handsome eventho rambut die cam perm sket. hahaha. aku tak kesah. memang suke rambut camtu. cam novel Surat Ungu Untuk Nuha, hero dia pon digambarkan rambut kerinting gak. sungguh adorable rambut curly tu. korang korang, sila baca novel 5 Tahun 5 Bulan, Aa + Bb dan jugak [tunas] by Hlovate. i guarantee u guys wont be disappointed. sumpah aku cakap novel ni best gilak. dapatkan segera di pasaran ! last nite, kak Azzyati IM ngan Hlovate. duhh. jeles. sungguh jeles. tapi apakan daya. she's a writer and im her reader. surely ade privacy jugak. Hlovate word's make me think all over again and again in doing something. She inspires me a lot.

* Ustaz Amir promised to treat me ! yeay ! Aisya, jomm join. kite paw ustaz byk byk. haha.

Kak Fie & Kak Farah went Makkah for Haji. semoga mendapat haji mabrur. they left their 12 children kat umah. a dozen. huh. memang bising umah ni. orite. im outta here.

The Pics

Mc Han & Mc Onah

Mc Da

Dato' Hassan Harun

Wadi Sofia High School

Nadia Zulrushdi

Dewan Selera MRSM K.Krai

View from my room

Yunalis

im outta here. au revoir. salam.

last entry before SPM

Fri, 03 Oct 2008 19:19:10 GMT

Peace be upon u

InsyaAllah this post will be the last entry before im giggling for SPM. this is the first time in my life i feel the worst fear. BIG TIME. takot sangat. SPM..insyaAllah good effort, good result. amalkan konsep tawakkal. berusaha bersungguh-sungguh sebelum menyerah segalanya kepada Allah. keberkatan juga penting ! ingat pesan mummy ye Fatin. huaaa. takot laaa.

pics of raya 2008.

doakan kejayaan bersama kawan-kawanku !
insyaAllah dapat good result semua !
Assalamualaikum.

Eid

Tue, 30 Sep 2008 20:15:43 GMT

Assalamualaikum

phewwwwww~~~ just finished tidy up the room. tonight four of us need to kemas kemas rumah.. terasa sangat when aelin is not around. sebab selalunya dia la yang GEMAR kemas rumah and all the things la. penat penat. Mc Han and me need to vacuum dekat ruang tamu while huda and Mc Onah buat biskut. its just unfair oke ! then i kept my room clean and clear. i swept the floor and mopped them. so now its clean enough i think ! stop.

* vase kecik tu teacher D bagi. thanks!

these are some photos of my homeroom members.

from up left : alif idham, amrie, nabil, sir fahmy, hakim, faris, aizat, yaakob
from down left : mas ayu, syahira, shakila, zaleha, syuhada, fatin, najwa

so, these pics plak when family gathering dekat sham restaurant.

from left : kak fie, sasa, era, eisya, kak farah, zeti

nana, onah, zeti

kak farah and her children

last thursday, kenari masuk ICU. huhu. kesian btol.

dugaan. its already 3.45 am. i need to doze off now. till then. salam.

liquid sunshine

Mon, 29 Sep 2008 20:13:38 GMT

Assalamualaikum
peace be upon u all !

current mood : satisfied
current song : Mocca - its over now, Yuna - Rocket, Yuna - Perhaps

whoa! its seems that i didnt update the blog for a month la kot. tehee. quite busy nowadays. its 2 days more for Hari Raya Eidulfitri. there are so many things stuck in my head and i dont know how to put it in this blog. haih ! i was back at home since last tuesday lagi ! awal lagi daripada korang ! haha. its just papa, mummy and me. i was bored gila-gila that i asked my dad to send me to public library. on thursday, huda and onah came back and mummy told me we can go shopping! so start on friday until sunday we go shopping. nowhere else. KBmall. duhh.

@ School

nothing much. in Ramadhan we were facing TRIAL MARA for 4 weeks. it ended with add maths paper. T.T i was the PRA for 2 of my friends and yes! got an angpaw from Teacher Is. thank you teacher ! on my birthday, i brought my homeroom members to my house. we break fast at my house. got a chocholate cake given by Sis Erra and i celebrated my birthday with my friends. big time miss those cherish moments.

oh yea. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO HUDA, EISYA, FARAH, PP, K-YO, ADIB, KAK FI AND KAK FARAH !

KAMI the movie

i like this movie very very super duper much. especially Ali & Lynn. hee. lynn is so cute and Ali is reeaaaalllyyy handsome fer me. its just their hair style that seduce me to like them. haha.

Ezani's hair style is so COOL.

sungguh dahsyat.

Yuna

another indie voice cought me heart. the very first time i heard her song which is Deeper Conversation i was like.. whoa! she got the talent with special voice and i searched and googled and i found her space. she will lauch her first EP on 12 October 2008. oh nooooooooooo. i will be at school and prepare for eiffing SPM. she's totally different. she plays guitar, writes her own songs and what im surprise when i got to know her is she wears hijab. its just that a bit cool but im still thinking the best words to say. its not that i really proud of a Muslim woman playing guitar and singing. its something like... is it right or wrong if i praise her? oh. someone please help me find out the answer. but anyway, her songs are absolutely amazing & easy listening. her music is a lullaby i bet.

Top Songs by Yuna :

Perhaps

Rocket

Greek Godness

This is Ours

Deeper Conversation

Dan Sebenarnya

Eisya

ini budak namanya Farisha Izzah. one of my niece. she is soooooooooooo manja.

One Night

sis farah: aku x pecaya aku x pecaya,mc10 nk kemah bilik?muahaha
hershey: hahaha..sumgoh la ni. kube lana kokna.
sis farah: aku lansun x pecaya,MUAHAHAHAH

had a chat with kak farah one night. i set up my mind and my mood to tidy up the room. i cant stand any longer with all those things on my bed.soo messy laa. tapi banyak lagiiiii nak kena tidy up. hurm !

Aelin

frankly speaking, aku merajuk ngan Aelin ! huda told me aelin ever called her many times. then why she never call me? why that day she called home but she didnt even think of me? she didnt even wanted to talk with me. but everybody is missing her. raya without her is so difficult because every year when raya she is the one who go and buy tudung for us. but this year every body needs to go and find tudung themselves including me. and i was very very stunned. i dont know which type or colour that match my baju raya. its totally irritating la nak cari all those things. pegi pasar la, market la, bazaar la. orang ramai laaaaaaaaa. serabut ! lastly i told my mom i dont know what to do and asked huda to help me find those tudungs. hehe. senang je keje. huu. tapi pity Aelin she has an exam on hari raya. sabar yea!

tuh la. enjoy sakan tak ingat dunia. kan kaki da retak.

Adilah

im proud of u. heee. she was on the school website. hope we will succeed in SPM 2008 insyaAllah.

oke. stop. no more. i think its too long already for this post. banyak btol aku mengarut. so what? this is my blog. korang meluat with what i write then close the windows and hell dont come here again. ish. a bit depressed la. hurm.

so lastly, SELAMAT HARI RAYA EIDULFITRI...MAAF ZAHIR BATIN.

to my friends, come together we stand up & struggle for straight A's!

s.a.y.a.

Thu, 21 Aug 2008 21:05:22 GMT

* short update

peace be upon you

half done finished reading Tunas by Hlovate. frankly speaking, i owed the writer very much. she gives me a lot of inspiration..but not including Addin whose ambition is a doctor. lots of vocabs. *heeee. lots of new inspire songs.
currently, jiwa amat kacau. my brain stucked with things cant be solved. mencari-cari jalan penyelesaian. hope will find it so soon. Amin.
Saturday i will be going back to hostel. thinking of school makes me vomiting. mengadap buku 24/7. tidur tak penah cukup. makan tak kenyang. competitive. friends sucks. hellish boys. sir fahmy the one that i hated most. homeworks. revise for trial on 3 september 2008. spm will be so soooooooooooooooon. takot. takot. takot. same things happened to Addin the times the gang was facing SPM. but they struggle gila-gila. i need to follow their way! get up..fuel the energy and revise! study for life. -end-

Pics describe me

Thu, 21 Aug 2008 20:52:01 GMT

memoirs of teacher rosida

5D's girls 2008 MJSC K. Krai

we used to be best friend once [2007]

Jangan bunuh Rama-rama
in this photo: syeera, ieyla, suecher, cik roi, azyan

MOCK i/v
in this photo: ain

xtvt week
won the 1st prize for drama

faiz's engagement
in this photo: mcda, mc onah, ety

one of the hantaran

i love this pic
Era with her husband & daughter

this budak..i miss him alot!

bOsOm

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 21:06:07 GMT

Peace be upon u.

long time i didnt update this blog. agak bersarang. within the times im unavailable, there were so many things happened dat i ought to make a note or anything and now i just samar-samar remember the unforgotten moments. tak appreciate betul fatin ni. well, i learnt alot now. i need to be a good girl. i love my mummy. i must give all the things back that they have done for me. [err..feels like crying] ey, its not a big fault if im crying kan? since i was longggg time didnt cry, tonight im feeling like crying. ehh..too emotional ke aku ni? tak la. im just relieving the pain inside my heart. all the things happened..the most ashamed...the most sweetest..i just want to let it out tonight. i cant keep it anymore. i need someone but lately i realize that the one couldnt make me feels better. so just lets write it out. its not a big deal if im sharing it with my friends.haih! sedih. sedih. sedih. puzzling for the reasons to be sad. heh. i just finished reading another e-novel. maybe for the sad ending im crying now. siot tol.so now im so energetic to update the blog. he he. many stories to be written here.

Friends

hesss. currently having a problem with this one girl. my room mate. she's my class mate. we didnt talk for about 2 months. maybe its my fault but i wont ask for apologize since i have nothing to do with her. she's not a big deal in my life. i rather say go to hell with your attitude to her. i admit that i always spitting over the bad words behind her. but i cant stand. please dont come talk to me because u know the effect. i would accuse u anything i want. maybe the most suitable word is cheap whore? or maybe u will have body glove logo on your cheek? haih! stop it Fatin. i need to stop talking craps about her or else. what a shame on me.

Piya

eh, bilo nop on9? im waiting for u..sementara aku dop busy..meh la on9..windu nop cetim nga mum..huuu..aku menjelajah blog mu..still remember the time u said together we keep our blog black until SPM. so, u've changed it. it is oke if i want to change it too? sebab aku kegelapan dalam kehitaman. gelap sungguh. takot nnt lama-lama hati aku pon makin gelap. tulom aku. i can feel my hearts is darkening now. need to heal it. hidup aku makin banyak bergelumang dengan dosa. niat aku makin songsang. aku tak ingat niat aku dulu. sungguh aku takleh recall. aku nak kembali jadi Fatin dulu. aku takot. aku rindu jadi aku hop dulu. aku rindu bual nga mu. aku rindu nop jupo nga mu. tapi sungguh aku malu nop jupo nga mu. u know better for the explanation

School

Fuhh...Fuhh. jiwa makin tak stabil. trial mara is just about weeks to go.tapi aku still lagi main-main. i told my parents, if i have a good result still im not going to overseas. im afraid of running out of time to spend my every single second with my beloved family. Hurm! Activity week. ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i hate these moments. masa paling memalukan. can u believe i dance? i mean tarian asli la. macam tarian tradisional gitu. ha-ha. big laugh for me coz i dance very not not not gently. memang korang gelakkan aku kalau ada video. hes! our class was going to perform a BM Drama titled 'Jangan Bunuh Rama-rama' i was one of the rombongan permaisuri who need to dance 'gently' and i played Perempuan Buta. nasib baik betul i just need to pass by the stage without any script. i was so ashamed. tak reti! heee. i cried that night. i almost gave up to stop practice dancing. it was that night we need to perform and baru malam tu nak practice menari? tak ke cuak aku nak belajar? isk. korang memang pikir pasal korang je kan. menyampah la! but no more menyampah & whatsoever. we won the 1st Prize! heeee. suka bangat. it was almost 1a.m. when we were performing. dah la tak sampai half student pon yang tinggal. malu. tired waiting of our last turn. bengang tak reti menari. everything mixed up! Majlis perasmian penutupan Minggu Aktiviti plak kena perform taekwando. malu tahap gaban ah. takmo cite coz this part adalah memang memberi kemaluan yang besar kepada hidup aku. stop bubbling about the embrassed incidents. In this week, kami ada MOCK interview. huuuuu. got only 76%.
i was one of the participants of Kuiz Kimia Kebangsaan & Kuiz Fizik Kebangsaan. soalan memang superb. cam nak menangis terharu dapat jawab beberapa soalan dengan yakin. yang lain sume tembak. kena sasaran ke tak...wallahua'lam. one more problem... Adib! asal ko pindah masok klas aku? bukan nak kata aku tergugat @ kedudukan aku goyah...its just that i no longer can chat with u. after all,we wont able chatting like we used to before. kan dah segan dua-dua. ah! forget it. nonsense things make no sense in me.be strong ye fatin. Hari tu ada qiamullail. Alhamdullilah ada jugak kesempatan menyedarkan diri dari lena panjang. terasa diri amat kecil. tapi tetap bersyukur Dia masih memberikan aku peluang menyedut oksigen. InsyaAllah kalau umur panjang, teringin sangat nak balas jasa mummy & papa.

Family

Betul la. orang kata kalau duduk jauh baru terasa kita sayang ke tak someone tu. i miss Aelin. i ever called her for the first time. selalu dia call mummy je. nak jugak cakap ngan dia. heeee. sungguh best. she's going to California & Hollywood for the 2nd term break. bertuah badan. all was fully sponsored by UiTM. she posted some shirts and perfume from US. i got Victoria Secret and Calvin Klein shirt. Onah got a bag. huuuuuuuuu. kalau tak beli iPod...mesti Aelin dah bagi ni. she promised me to buy one...but i couldnt wait to have one..so i bought one la. and i regret for the one i have now. huuuuuuuuuu. Oh, Che Pah is married again. congrats!

18.08.08
Faiz's engagement. no comment at all. i just can express my happiness through photos! Congrats! nanti raya haji ni makan nasik minyak lagi. sume dijemput ye!

** photos will be on next entry

Final Exam Result

Sat, 07 Jun 2008 12:50:35 GMT

Salam

ha-ha. piya! bakponyo oyap gitu nyo..aku nye BI tokleh A pomm~ uwaaaaaaaaa! nok jerik lana kokna sero.tuh aku sero kito keno pakat2 speaking. actually, buke speaking la. writing in english la kowt. huuu. terabur abeh doh BI aku. END.

hurm. T-E-N-S-I-O-N-!-!-! hurm~ thats describe me better. i cant focus on whatever things i do. alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. whats wrong niii? tomorrow im going back to college and mummy will be at home..yet i wont have chance to meet her.. sedeyh btol. oke2. here's my final exam result.

Subjects	SPM	Gred	PNG	Gred
BM	69	3B	72	B+
BI	75	2A	78	B+
PAI	84	2A	83	B+
SEJ	91	1A	86	A
MOD MATHS	90	1A	89	A
ADD MATHS	93	1A	88	A
PHY	65	3B	68	B
CHEM	65	3B	70	B+
BIO	42	8E	53	C
EST	85	1A	83	A

Pointer : 3.48

uwaaaaaa~ depressed lagi. its just nearly 3.5. hurm. oke la drpd c.A who got 3.49. surely he will be more depress. Biology memang spoiled! *geez. whatever it is, Alhamdulillah. i was 1/26 in class and 19/163 in form. but this thing will not bring me to university. need to alert myself for the scary SPM. i need to worry more about SPM..i need to prepare myself more..kan?

frankly speaking, im not really in mood of updating blog nowadays. still searching for a logical reasons of this changing of mood. heee. hormones? tataw la. but i still dont understand about the hormones things. sucks. susah betol laa biology ni. hurm!

S.U.G.S. (heee.suka la guna IM words! it really works when mengumpat. haha) salam.